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I am my own Christ

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And when I lay here in this bed
alone in my thoughts
alone inside my head
I let my mind wander
I let my soul ponder
I let my heart feel the most

It is only I and I alone
who walks this path
through darkness and pain
I alone who bare this cross
I made of thorns and blades
and covered in my own shame
And I can no longer point the blame
for I am the one who made the choice

And is it my turn to shed these tears
to let go of all these fears
to let myself feel
to live my life?

Is it time for me to say goodbye
to this made up persona
my own Christ
to take off the crown
drop the world off my shoulders
to stand tall and walk again so proud and on my own
to be me again
to love me again
to take time for me again
to believe in me again
to breath again
to be a whole again
to have faith once more
Can I just be that normal girl?

I am my own Christ-DaGgEr-6/5/03
Written during a time I was in tottal doubt of my self and taking on way too much responcibility and stress and emotions to bare all at once.
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firextol's avatar
I am my own damn God.